I have been like a roller coaster. I finally stopped it today. I just took a nap, cried and then spent some time relaxing, talking to friends, reading...Things I haven't done for a month....I do quiet time daily...But there is a difference between resting and enjoying the Lord or doing it in a rush between a meeting and class-
He is stretching and striping me of me. This has been an ongoing theme for almost a year. A crash course in less of me and more of Him. No more validation in others, He's not even giving me the chance to fall into that one. No more worth in activities or accomplishments, mono and struggling through classes took that away.
Can I find Him and enjoy Him in the mundane tasks?
Of course I can @ Cru, bible study, church, retreats, etc...But what about at work, studying, class?
I want to rest in Him. I want to be able to do nothing for 2 hours at a time. I want to have a weekend to be with Him for a full day in the Word ...Or hiking the bluff. I am through with settling with this world's cheap offers.

"I have found the answer is to love You and be loved by You alone"
"I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutings, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong." 2 Cor. 12:10~
All I am Yours- Kate