Tired
Honestly, I am just worn out today. I just want to sleep or watch a movie or something. Something's gotta give. I can't drop school, i can't drop work b/c without it i can't go to school. Ministry is awesome and i know God's calling me into it...but am i in the place He wants me or that He can use me the most? I love the song by Tree 63 that says, "I'm just so glad, that when I can't, You can." AMEN! I only want to invest in what He desires me to invest in. I know He wants me to enjoy His presence, and savor Him, not be running around like a chicken with her head cut off. As most of you know, while my knowledge of my "busyness disorder" has grown, my ability to do something about it is still subpar. I am going to go spend time with Him, and just let Him hold me, and speak encouragement and wisdom to His depleated daughter- I know He's got all authority- I love all of you greatly ..thank you for caring enough to read these things- I someday will have the time to show all of you the love i have for you....the ideas and desires that run through my head about notes, dates, conversations, cards, gifts, phone calls, etc. are endless- my capacity to carry them out, however, is full of limits.
well, I'm out. -