the body is truly beautiful. It is there to uphold, support, encourage, speak truth, love, hold, and strengthen...last night was amazing. God was glorified because in the midst of my struggle, His body did all those things. I felt His love shower down as the prayers of my brothers and sisters went up like insence before the Lord. I could not express my gratitude to the 20-some people that crammed into this little, stuffy dorm room to pray for me for 45min on a monday night. Wow. I felt the weight lift off...like they were truly carrying the burden with me. All Glory to God the Father...although i am still sick and struggling, I feel a peace, a calmness that was not there before...and there is truth in my mind - something was lifted. Thank you. It is time to begin the season of just being.