Looking up....:)

Things are looking up. After the big prayer session I could def. feel a sense of release and peace...I have talked to work and am only going to work once a week, and take a step back from ministry for a little while...and just relax. Also, in a couple weeks I am going to the doctor from home to get blood tests.
I met with Pastor Holt today and that was awesome...got to the root of some of the issues of busyness and if you wanna know, just ask b/c it is better for me to tell on an individual basis- I love my sisters though..the notes, prayers, encouraging words are so appreciated! (Special thanks to Ash for being there for me :)
Today when Holt was praying over me, I got a vision of me as a little girl...about 5 or 6...running with such joy...my hair waving as I ran with a carefree, excited spirit and I ran into strong, loving arms...never saw the face...but I know, it was my Father, my Daddy, in Heaven...That is what God wants for me ...joy in His plans and living in the moment, not fighting to cope or get through the moment. He is such a loving, intimate God!